Season of Farewells

Let me just start with a confession:

I have too many books. 

There, I've said it! They are well organized in our bookshelves according to author and subject. Most of them have been read and many are marked up. I always read with pencil in hand. 

For me there can never be too many books, but there will come a time when they will be a burden to someone else unless I take care of them. Also, the bookshelves are getting too full.

It is time to do something about it.

We gave away many books when we moved here from Kitchener in 2008, and now we must do it again. The last few weeks we have been sorting, boxing, and emailing to try to find new homes for our treasures. There is room in the bookshelves again; hopefully we can keep it that way!

As I cleared out my shelves, I recalled the time when I was a student at the University of Waterloo. One of the retired professors, who still had an office in the department he had chaired for many years, had passed away. Within a day everything in his office was gone. I remember the shock I felt at how quickly a life passes into oblivion.

We spring up like wildflowers in the desert and then wilt,

transient as the shadow of a cloud.  [Job 14.2]

Just recently the world lost someone special who entertained many with his gentle humor and wit --Stuart McLean, the storyteller on CBC's Vinyl Cafe. I remember so well how our family used to listen to him on our way home from church. One morning, as we got into the car, Hardy couldn't locate his glasses. One of the children actually saw them lying in the snow a few feet away. He had put them on the hood of the car and they had slid off as we began driving away. He had lost several things that way and we all thought that, with a bit of embellishment, this would have been a good Stuart McLean story! Stuart's memory lives on in the stories he told.

Another tug at my heartstrings is the imminent closing of the seventy-year-old Mitchell Fabrics on Main St. in Winnipeg. My mother was a seamstress and that is where she went to get her supplies. Etched in my memory is the day she and I went in there to purchase the material for my wedding dress as well as for the dresses of my attendants. She was going to sew them all. We chose a dark blue velvet for the bridesmaids' dresses and some beautiful white silk with flowered appliqués for my wedding gown. I was the first one in our family to get married, and we were all new at this. 

                                                                                                                     

Two of my sisters in their blue velvet gowns

Today, every time Hardy and I drive by Mitchells, we remember our youth and our young love, and we look at each other in wonder: 

Has it really been that long? Where have all those years gone?

Forty-nine years ago we made a promise to each other

Hardy and I have just returned from a trip to Ontario to visit with our middle daughter and her family during spring break. We had a rollicking good time with our four grandchildren, ages 7-14. On our last morning, when it was time for them to go back to school on the bus, they begged us to stay longer. They clung to us. "We will see each other again in spring," we told them. "Just stay until spring, don't go," they cried. "But we must go, and you must stay," we told them. 

We wonder what their lives will be like, and how much of what they experience we will experience with them.

                 

I have decided not to be too sad or melancholy about the disappearance of things dear to my heart. Instead, with Winnie the Pooh, I say:

"How lucky I am to have something [or someone] that makes saying goodbye so hard."

Canadian Values

Just recently, while buying groceries at Superstore of all things, I realized once again why I'm so happy to be Canadian.

I was waiting at the checkout for Hardy, who was not quite done shopping. On the bench beside me sat two elderly gentlemen, engrossed in conversation, possibly also each waiting for someone. One of the men had a rather heavy accent, the other one spoke a good English. The first man was telling the other all about Portugal. Listening attentively, he asked a few questions, then began talking about Vancouver and why he liked it so much there. It was obvious that they didn't know each other previously, but were simply enjoying a good chat about each others lives.

Across from them, on overturned bins in front of the produce aisle, sat two young women, obviously enjoying each other's company while eating sushi very expertly with chopsticks. They were not oriental, and my curiosity got the better of me. I went over and asked them where they had learned to handle chopsticks with such expertise. They smiled and one of them told me that their teacher in high school had been to Japan and had taught her class how to use them. 

Our Superstore is a good place to experience Canadian multiculturalism in an informal setting. Two more formal events Hardy and I experienced recently have also made me proud to be Canadian.

The first one took place at the Legislative Building in Winnipeg on a cold January Sunday afternoon. Ray Dirks, a Mennonite and an artist, has been working for several years on a project called Along the Road to Freedom, which recognizes the sacrifices made by Mennonite women who brought their families to safety through war-torn Europe during the two world wars. Over twenty-five paintings illustrate the individual women and their stories. These paintings were hanging in the legislative building during the month of January.

At the Sunday-afternoon event, Ray invited six women to tell their stories. Three of them were related to the Mennonite women in the Along the Road to Freedom project; three others featured more recent refugee women who had found their way to freedom in Canada. Ray had also invited some Aboriginal drummers as well as the Louis Riel Gentlemen's Choir. Ray explained that we all need to be thankful to the Indigenous people who occupied this land before we did, who had invited us so many years ago to share it with them. For the most part we have been unkind and thankless to our hosts, not even remembering that we are on their land. That needs to change.

The Brown Bear Spirit Singers drumming

Six refugees tell their stories

I tell a story from my grandmother's (Katharina Epp Kroeger) diary.

 She is the middle person in the painting. 

[It is the story I shared in my November blog post (about her son, Dietrich).]

The second event I want to mention took place at the Mennonite Heritage Centre Gallery where Ray Dirks is the curator. This gallery was one of only three galleries in Canada to host Synagogues in Germany: a Virtual Reconstruction. This multimedia exhibition was brought to Canada by Dr. Mark Grellert of the Darmstadt Technical University.

During Hitler's Nazi regime all Jewish synagogues in Germany were destroyed. With the help of the computer-assisted design program CAD, 16 synagogues from 14 German cities have been virtually reconstructed. We are no longer able to enter these beautiful places of worship with our bodies, but we can view them again and appreciate them, thanks to the work of some very dedicated people under the sponsorship of the German government.

An example of a virtually reconstructed synagogue

For me this became a beacon of hope in our dark times where destruction of sacred places of worship is so very prevalent, and where people at worship are gunned down, as just happened recently in Canada, the country I love.

Our church has recently sponsored a refugee family, and Hardy and I visit them weekly so they can improve their English conversational skills. We have come to love and appreciate each other. Knowing this is happening all across Canada gives me reason to rejoice. We can share our Canadian values and learn from another culture in an atmosphere of freedom, acceptance and love. 

Asma loves to draw and color. She was a baby when the family arrived

Habibah and Jismabibi. 

Jismabibi was born in October in Winnipeg; she is automatically a Canadian citizen.

Everyone has a need for some sense of significance, and if we can't make that possible, or even probable in our society, then it will be obtained in destructive ways. The challenge before us is to find ways that people can achieve significance and recognition so that destructive violence will not be necessary.  

[Rollo Reese May, 1909-1994]

Something Old, Something New

Perhaps you will have a hard time believing this, but I have never roasted a turkey for a family dinner, neither for Christmas nor for Thanksgiving, until this year. We spent many years in Africa where there were no turkeys available, and we had free-range chickens for our festive dinners. When we returned to Canada we continued this tradition. We found chicken to be juicier and more flavorful. 

This Christmas, however, we had turkey. The reason for this change of family tradition was that one of my sisters received a free turkey for making a large purchase at a local grocery. She asked me if I wanted it since they already had turkey for Thanksgiving. I accepted it with thanks. The bird turned out to be quite delicious and we had enough left over to make a turkey noodle soup to share with friends over the holidays. 

That is my story about something new I did this Christmas. 
Now let me tell you about something old, which I consider to be my favorite Christmas present. It came unexpectedly and was actually regifted to me.

When we moved from Kitchener-Waterloo, Ontario to Winnipeg almost nine years ago, one of my biggest tasks was to go through all the books we had accumulated over the years and reduce their number. This was difficult for me, but I knew we simply owned too many. I managed to cull quite a few but we're still left with a good-sized library.

Among my books I found a selection of German titles I received from my grandmother for Christmas when I was a preteen. I had begun my schooling in German and became an avid reader as soon as I knew the alphabet. We emigrated to Canada when I was nine and I soon began to read English books. My grandmother knew that I would always be happy to receive a book as a Christmas present. She did not want me to forget the German language, so she supplied me with German books which she ordered directly from Germany. To me it did not matter whether I was reading English or German; I wasn't even aware which language I was reading!

When I looked through our books before we moved to Winnipeg, I once again felt that tug of home. The books took me back to Christmases past. I noticed there was a book missing from my collection. It was probably a favorite of mine, and I wondered what had happened to it. I could still recall the story and how much I enjoyed reading it. I even remembered the title: Luthers Singerlein ("Luther's Little Singer") and I felt sad that this book wasn't there. It was probably the first historical novel I ever read and one of the best, written especially for children. Its story takes place during the time of Martin Luther and the central character is a young girl who loves to sing and play her violin. She is not validated for her gifts because, according to her aunt who raises her, these are not suitable for a young girl who should be working on her home-making skills. Also, her hair is black and curly, not typical of a German girl. Martin Luther, who lives in the same city (Wittenberg) and notices her musical ability when he visits her school, affirms and validates her gifts. 

When I learned English I read Anne of Green Gables, another story about a girl who doesn't really meet the expectations of the people she lives with. The theme of this book is quite similar to that of the German book my grandmother gave me. The characters in both these books thrive when someone appreciates them for who they are and convinces their loved ones to do the same.

Recently my sister went through some boxes my parents had left in their garage. Several of them contained books, and she gave them to me to sort and dispose of. To my surprise and delight, when I opened one of the cartons, I discovered the book I had been missing all these years. The next Sunday afternoon I took time to read it again, and I must say I enjoyed it as much as I did when I was a child! I identified with the main character because I too had gifts that were not "productive" in the eyes of my Mennonite mother. She wanted a daughter who could stitch and sew and be her right hand in the house, taking care of the younger siblings. I just wanted to read and play with words. 

As an adult taking university courses, I finally felt validated for my love of reading and writing. One day, in a telephone conversation with my mother, I told her that I actually got paid for reading books and writing about them! She said she was proud of me because I had raised a family as well as pursued a career. In her eyes, I had gone about it the right way, by having my family first. I valued and appreciated my mother's words of affirmation (even though I didn't necessarily agree with her assessment about the order in which the events in my life took place.) Her words mitigated the childhood message I had internalized that the gifts I had been given were of less value than others. However, the fact that I can put a delicious turkey meal on the table as well as read a good book would make my mother happy. We won't talk about my sewing skills.

A Christmas Letter

Because it is the Christmas season, the thought of writing a Christmas letter came to mind. Not an electronic version, but one written by hand with pen and paper. Hardy and I discussed it. Most of our friends are on the internet, but we did come up with a list of about twenty-five names that would not be receiving anything unless we wrote a letter by hand and actually mailed it. Those people will be getting a handwritten greeting from us. Family will also receive a Christmas card at our family gathering. I decided my December blog post would be my Christmas greeting for those of you who follow it. I hope you don't feel somehow cheated!

Living in Zaïre/DRCongo, Africa for almost twenty years (1965-1984), letters were very important in our life. Hardy was there alone from 1965-1967 and our courtship was done by mail. 
After we got married in 1968, we lived in the provincial town of Kikwit for eight years. During those years we could not use the telephone to communicate except for emergencies. We did not have our own phones but had to go to the post office in the capital city, Kinshasa, and there we often had to wait close to ten hours before we had access to one. Never mind that it took us several days to travel to the capital city, some of it by road and some of it by cable ferry.

Computers were not yet in use. So we wrote letters, lots and lots of letters. Most of them were in the form of aerograms. One small sheet of thin light-blue paper, folded twice and then sealed along the sides. If you wrote very small you could get quite a lot of information on this piece of paper, and I usually poured my heart out.

                                                 

When we returned from Africa in 1984, Hardy continued working in Bible translation with the United Bible Societies and then with the Canadian Bible Society. This necessitated that our family settle in the Kitchener-Waterloo area of Ontario. Our extended families lived mostly in Manitoba and that meant we were only able to see them once a year, usually in summer. It was certainly easier to communicate with them from Ontario than from Africa. There was good phone service but I still wrote a lot of letters and sent birthday and Christmas cards. Our parents sent packages at Christmas.

About three years after we returned to Canada, on a snowy December afternoon, I was walking across an  empty lot when I saw something in the snow. I bent down and picked it up. It was a Christmas card. Inside the card was a letter. This is what it said:

There was no cheque, just the card. The letter made me sad. It sounded like a man who was lonely. It seemed to me that his children did not care much about him. They had taken the cheque and discarded this loving letter from their father. It was left lying in the snow. I decided to pick it up and bring it to them, since the address on the letter was not that far from where we lived. I was hoping they had dropped the card accidentally and would be happy to receive it from me. However, I received no warm reception and no thank-you for having retrieved the card. Although they didn't verbalize it, I felt like I was being told, MYOB.

Before I took the card to the family, I copied it as a reminder to myself that family is precious and that there are lonely people in the world especially at Christmas. I have discovered that sometimes, when I feel rejected or left out, it helps me to do something special for someone else who feels abandoned and is much worse off than I am.

Mary and Joseph, in the Bible narrative (Luke 2), must have felt lonely so far from home, particularly with a new baby. However, angels came to their rescue, and made sure they did not feel as if no one cared about them.

I leave you, my friends, with this Christmas greeting: 

May the beauty, joy and blessings of the Christmas season be yours to share with those you love!

Remember Me

It is November, the month of remembrance. In Canada we celebrate Remembrance Day in honour of those who went to war for our country.

I'm doing my own remembering. I’m holding my grandmother’s notebook in my hand. It is a dark blue "Hilroy Exercise Book, #993 Wide Ruled," the kind I had in high school back in the early sixties. In her frugal Mennonite way, Oma would often take our old discarded notebooks and write between the lines where we had done our math or science exercises. Although this notebook is not a used one, she still writes between the lines to save paper!

My grandmother writes in German, her mother tongue. Her hand-writing is small and neat; I have no trouble deciphering it.  

The blue notebook is not a diary but a recollection of some of the events of my Oma’s flight (together with our family) from Ukraine to Poland and Germany. She wrote in retrospect, after she was finally reunited with her siblings and her mother in Canada. I can still see the small table she had set up in her tiny bedroom. There was always a Bible on it and usually a Mennonitische Rundschau or Der Bote (two Mennonite papers of the time). She spent many hours in that room—reading, meditating, writing letters, and praying.

Oma’s recording of her memories begins with a tragic event in our family. It is one of many she has had to endure since the Russian Revolution and its aftermath. (See my post of July 15, 2012.) For some reason, she wrote this one down, not at the time it happened but years later, when she had time to think about it. I have not seen any reflections of her other major traumas [for example, the death of her father and her in-laws within weeks of each other during the typhoid epidemic of 1919 and 1920; the resulting immigration to Canada of her mother and most of her siblings in June 1923 (this is recorded in the family Bible she brought along from Ukraine); the loss of her infant son Gerhard in 1934; the false accusation, imprisonment and disappearance of her brother Dietrich in 1937 and her beloved 
husband Abram in 1938]. 

At the time of this event, my grandmother and her youngest son, sixteen-year-old Jakob, were in a refugee camp in Stargard, a small Prussian village. Two of her sons, eighteen-year-old Dietrich and twenty-year-old Hans, had been conscripted into the German army. Her daughter, Tina (my mother), with her husband and two small children had found refuge in Bernsdorf, a village in East Germany. 

My grandmother writes about her young sons in the army: “Our hearts were heavy with an almost physical, palpable pain as we feared for their lives. This fear soon became a terrible reality.”

Oma writes that she was sitting on a bench under some evergreen trees with a friend. It was 8:45 on a balmy June evening (June 15, 1944) and they were engrossed in conversation, when all at once my grandmother experienced “a jolt that sent shock waves throughout my body. I jump up from my seat, exclaiming, ‘What is going on with me? What is happening?’” 

The next morning, she woke up with no idea as to what had caused her anxiety attack. Late in the afternoon her neighbour in the camp is called to the office of the director. She returns, and after much agony and trembling, she finally manages to stammer, “Something terrible has happened to your son Dietrich. He is dead!” A visit to the camp director confirms the terrible news and my grandmother prepares to go to the funeral at the military headquarters at Fürstenberg near Berlin. The German army is generous: she is given train tickets for herself and for several family members and a dear friend. The camp director himself telephones family members with the news.

When she tells her youngest son what has happened, “he leans against a tree and bursts into tears. They were close in age as schoolboys and true friends together, always getting into scrapes and sticking up for each other. Now everything was over, they were never, never to see each other again in this world. Their paths had parted forever and another path must begin."

                              

The Kroeger family, just before their father was arrested. Dietrich is leaning against his father's arm.

Oma continues, "We come to Berlin where we see the results of this destructive war. The once so beautiful railroad station is roofless, tattered and with broken pillars, every corner utterly devoid of beauty. We have just become eyewitnesses to this terrible scene when the sirens begin to howl and we have to leave the train and flee into the bunker where many other frightened faces stare at us. However, the danger is soon past and we can return to the outside world. 

“When we arrive at the military camp everything that had happened to our dear Dietrich is revealed to us. In the evening the soldiers were told to clean their unloaded weapons. Carelessly, the person sitting directly across from Dietrich had forgotten to unload his rifle. He hit the trigger accidentally, and the bullet went directly into Dietrich’s right eye and through his head, killing him instantly. It happened at the exact time that I experienced such a jolt to my heart!”

My grandmother goes on to describe how she went to view her son’s body and the full military funeral that followed. She knew that there was one more thing she needed to do. She asked the captain if she could visit the person who had caused this accident. Reluctantly, he agreed. 

“The door opens and in walks the deeply regretful, guilty one. I pity him greatly; unwanted, unplanned, to have brought such a great heartache on himself and others. I stretch my hand out toward him, which he grasps immediately and willingly. Quietly we look at each other for a long moment, then he bows his head, and tears stream from his eyes. I will remain silent about the short discussion that followed. I just said to him that I took it as an act of God. He can be assured of full forgiveness from me, and I will not remember his guilt. At the end, I asked him if he was willing to give me a kiss in my son’s place—which he willingly did, and our forgiveness was sealed by God. Both of us were left feeling comforted."

On Remembrance Day, I choose to remember this act of forgiveness. If only all of us were so ready to forgive we would not have to remember the ones who died horrible deaths in battles that need not have taken place at all. 

Trick or Treat?

I am composing this post on the last day of October; by the time you read this it will be November. Today is the day after Halloween, the big holiday celebrated here in North America mostly by children going from door to door asking for treats. It is believed that Halloween was originally a Celtic harvest festival, which was adopted by the church as a Christian holy day in honor of the departed saints.

                    

When our family arrived in Canada in October 1952, we knew nothing about this special day. We only learned about it the next year when we moved into town (our first year was spent out in the country in a farmhouse made available to us by the owners who no longer lived there).

Of course we children were eager to participate in what all our friends were doing and excitedly told our parents about this big day. They were not impressed. Dressing up like devils, witches and dead people, and going from door to door begging? That was not going to happen. We pleaded and begged, to no avail. Papa was a softy, however, and when he saw how disappointed we were, he made a deal with us. The Eaton's catalogue, that amazing tome of everything we wanted but would probably never get, featured surprise packages, the contents of which were unknown to the recipient until the package was opened on arrival. How would we feel about getting one of those? Papa asked us. He made a deal with us: he would order the surprise package for us and, instead of going trick-or-treating at Halloween, we would open this surprise parcel and have fun at home. We all agreed. 

Interestingly enough, I cannot remember anything about the contents of that package. What I do remember to this day is that my older brother did not keep his side of the agreement. After we had received our surprise, he played his own Halloween trick on Papa by sneaking out the back door and going  trick-or-treating anyways! No one stopped him. After that year our father decided to allow us to go trick-or-treating with our friends. Because I was short for my age, I did this until I was fourteen!

Speaking of tricks, the next big event this month is the American election.Trump is making all kinds of promises to trick people  into voting for the person who supposedly ''will make America great again.'' Neither candidate is very inspiring, and I'm happy I don't have to cast a vote. If I did, I would vote for Hillary Clinton of course. She has a lot of experience, a good work ethic, and it's time a female took the reins. 

Trump is playing a very dangerous game by dividing the country against itself. When Abraham Lincoln ran for president in the U.S. election of 1860, he warned of the danger of disunion in his ''house-divided" speech, basing it on Mark 3.25. When he won the election, the union split into north and south over the slavery issue and ended up at war with itself. This civil war lasted four years and as it drew to a close, Lincoln was assassinated. Some Lincoln haters cheered when they heard the news, although there was a general outpouring of grief and anguish, not only at Lincoln's too-early death, but at the death of so many in the civil war that had just ended. Why is it we never seem to learn the lessons of history but keep making the same mistakes?

There are a few more sunny days in the forecast and at sunset I will walk around the small lake close to our home to watch the staging of the geese. They are so purposeful and earnest in their endeavour. They know exactly what to do and when to do it, all the while lovingly caring for each other. They must have an inner compass that directs them.            I sometimes forget to listen to mine, and then I'm in trouble.

Zwieback Anyone?

Some things I have come to enjoy later in life. One of these is yeast baking. When I was younger, I was too busy and involved with children, work and studies. Baking with yeast is a process that can take most of the day, although I can do something else while the dough rises for several hours. While I'm mixing or shaping the dough, I listen to the radio or I often just enjoy the thoughts that arise when my hands are busy. Reminiscing is part of the aging process and I thoroughly enjoy it. As I grow older, I have more people to remember, some who have died before me and whose lives have inspired me and are still inspiring me.

Recently, as I was baking Zwieback (buns that consist of two balls of dough, one on top of the other) in preparation for spending time at the lake with some of our grandchildren, I thought of three wonderful women who were important to me at a certain time in my life. They encouraged and blessed me when I needed it. I remembered these three when I was working with yeast dough, because I associate them with that process. 

ANNA came to my aid when I left home and began my first job at a bookstore and printing press. I worked in the bookstore, preparing orders, clerking, and packing. Anna worked downstairs in the printing press. She was a beautiful woman with dark hair, thick and curly. Her brown eyes matched her hair and always seemed to sparkle. As a young woman, fleeing for her life from war-torn Ukraine during WWII, one of her eyes was severely injured and it was replaced by a glass eye. Anna did not let that dampen her spirit. 

We soon discovered that she knew my parents, having grown up with them in a Mennonite community in Ukraine. She took an interest in me and asked me some leading questions about my life away from home. (I had moved from Alberta to Manitoba right after high school and was temporarily living with some distant relatives until my parents and siblings could join me within a year.) Realizing that I was unhappy with my living arrangement, Anna encouraged me by listening sympathetically. She helped me by finding me a room to rent across the street from her house, within walking distance of my place of employment. It was a win-win situation. I no longer had to deal with family dynamics or a crowded bus, and I had caring people living across the street who took an interest in my life. 

Anna was at home on Saturdays, that was her day to bake and clean. She also gave part of that day to me to spend at their house -- not to help her clean, but to enjoy her fresh baking, have supper with the family and take some baking home with me. On Sundays she invited me to go to church with them. My weekends no longer stretched out endlessly. When she and her husband decided to go to B.C. on a holiday, she invited me to come along with them. They dropped me off in Calgary, where I took a train to Didsbury and spent a week with my family. Anna was an angel to me and she still inspires me to be generous and loving.

JOHANNA entered my life shortly after Hardy and I returned from Congo (where we spent the first 16 years of our married life). We moved to Ontario where Hardy had opportunity to work as copy editor with the Canadian Bible Society and I began my university studies.

Johanna baked Zwieback for every occasion and we always enjoyed them at church events that involved food. Johanna served God and the church with body, mind and soul. She conducted an after-school program for kids in the neighbourhood during the school year and in summer she ran the Vacation Bible School program. She encouraged our second daughter to be involved in these activities. Johanna's influence certainly must have had a part in our daughter choosing to become a pastor. Johanna also adopted an immigrant family and totally made them part of her life. While in her early seventies she went to university and eventually received a BA in psychology. 

Johanna taught me to bake Zwieback, generously sharing her recipe. She told me not to use butter because it made the Zwieback too heavy. She was right. I always use margarine and they turn out very light. When Johanna's husband passed away, she baked Zwieback for the occasion. She told me it was therapeutic for her (something I didn't understand at the time, but do now!).

GLORIA is the third person I want to mention with reference to Zwieback. She was the director at the retirement home where our daughter served as chaplain. It is her recipe for Zwieback (with a hint or two from Johanna) that I use. Whenever the home had a celebration, Gloria would bake large batches of Zwieback. I can still see her standing at the door, greeting guests as they entered. She was not tall but she stood very straight and carried herself with dignity. The retirement home published a recipe book as a fundraiser and Gloria's recipe is included. I always use it but substitute margarine for butter. For several years I volunteered as a devotional speaker at Parkwood Mennonite Home, gaining confidence in public speaking. Always, Gloria was my example of a woman who was a natural leader and used her gifts with humility and grace.

                                         Gloria's recipe (with some minor changes) 

Last, as is my habit, I have a book to recommend. It involves Zwieback and is "a Russian Mennonite Alphabet of Stories, Recipes and Historic Events."  Put it on your Christmas list as a potential present for your children or grandchildren!

The very last entry in this delightful alphabet book (Lisa Weaver, Julie Kauffman, Judith Rempel Smucker, CMU Press, 2011) states:

"Zwieback: A yeast bun with two parts -- a round roll with a smaller ball on top. They were often baked on Saturday to be eaten for Faspa on Sunday. When Zwieback is sliced in half and toasted in the oven ("twice baked"), it will keep for a long time. What a delicious ending to our Russian Mennonite alphabet!