Words, Words, Words!

"Annie's father discovered that there were words unique to each language, untranslatable words that cannot be expressed in the English language--and what one cannot express in language, one cannot fully experience. Without a name to nudge it into shape, a feeling always remains cloudy and dim, like a shadow hovering at the edges of one's peripheral vision. One can barely communicate it to oneself, let alone to others."

-- Sigal Samuel in "Words I Wish I Had" (published in prairiefire, vol.34, no.1)

Anyone who speaks several languages is very aware of the truth of the above statement.  I recall trying to convey the meaning of certain German words and expressions to my students at university and explaining the term "idiomatic expression." More often than not it was perceived as "idiotic expression," just because it was impossible to translate!

When my brain first took in words, there were three languages swirling around me. There was Low German (Plautdietsch) which my parents and my brother spoke to each other and to me; there was High German which was the language of school and church, and there was Russian which the local people spoke to each other. In Paraguay, where I lived from ages four to nine, I heard some Spanish, but very little. I heard more in the three months of our stay in Asuncion, when we were waiting  for our visas to go to Canada. Later, as a newly married couple, Hardy and I went to Brussels to study French for six months. During our years in Africa, I added  Kikongo (ya Leta = State Kikongo) and a smattering of Lingala to my linguistic repertoire. Some time after I learned Kikongo, I realized that a number of words I had learned were actually Portuguese. Kikongo is an African trade language and it liberally borrows words from other languages. I recognized the English and the French words, but not the Portuguese! It's no wonder that I feel most at home when I'm in a room full of people speaking several different languages.

Some people have done amazing things with words. I think of  Malala Yousafzai, a Pakistani school pupil and education activist who is only 16 years old and has already experienced more pain than many of us have in our lifetime for having the courage to speak her convictions. There is Alice Munro, a beloved Canadian short story writer who, at over 80 years of age just received the Nobel prize for literature.  Margaret Atwood, another celebrated Canadian writer, paints for us word pictures of what our world can become when we treat it carelessly and with disdain. Recently I had the privilege of attending an interview with Atwood and CBC's Terry McLeod at McNally Robinson Booksellers. Atwood was in Winnipeg to view the premiere ballet performance of her 1985 novel The Handmaid's Tale, put on by the Royal Winnipeg Ballet. My youngest daughter Heidi and I later attended this "wordless" production. It was a real treat!

Amanda Greene and Alexander Gamayunov in RWB's The Handmaid's Tale

My life's quest has been to do something significant with words. This might mean several things. I want to speak words of encouragement and love to the people around me. I want to read words to enrich my own life. I want to shape them and form them and make them into a work of art. Lately I have been encouraged by Shirley Showalter, who has just written her memoir entitled Blush: A Mennonite Girl Meets a Glittering World. What I really like about Shirley’s book is that I can identify with much of what she writes. It helps me understand myself better and affirms for me the values I hold dear.

Shirley asked if she could interview me on her blog and we have done a virtual interview. If you are interested, here is the link to that interview: http://www.shirleyshowalter.com/blog/ 

"All of us can sing the same song, and there will still be four billion different renditions." 

(Anne Lamott, Bird by Bird, p.181)